It's 4th O' July :3

Everything's been ok for me these passed months o3o Just trying to get through stuff. Luckily I have Mallory there :'3 She's so kind and I love her <3 I can tell her everything dude~ Anyways... Motnsh went by, and 8th grade ended, And I realized that, living the way I do right now... Is actually making me miserable... So I've been talking about calling this place called Child Services (8o) But I dunno. Fear fills me up when I talk about it. But one side of me feels like, its had enough of this life and it wants to turn a new leaf. One side of me is holding on to fear, thinking that the decision I make will turn for the worst. So I feel as though I am getting nowhere. So, I've thought it out maybe 2 days now, still a bit iffy. I need lots of advise before I really decide. Any suggestions?

On the brighter note...

I've been hanging out with my cousin recently and it's been fun! 8D We've been doing alot of stuff and It's nice being away from my yelling family :3 So the peace and happiness is a +1 for me xD;